Hilary Keller ([info]hilarykeller) wrote,
@ 2008-12-04 16:45:00
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Man who jizz in cash register come into money.

I just deleted about 80% of my journal. I have been thinking about a fresh start entirely but since this journal is paid for and I don't really desire a new username at the moment, I'll continue to occupy this account. Feel free to add this journal of course, it will remain public mostly. While I'm undergoing maintenance laugh with me or at me for that matter...



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Send your own ElfYourself eCards

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[info]xdigmyowngravex
2008-12-05 01:20 am UTC (link)
that got a bit of a smirk out of me. thanks.

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[info]hilarykeller
2008-12-05 06:56 am UTC (link)

^_~

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[info]bloodburden
2008-12-05 02:09 am UTC (link)
LMFAO!!!!!!! LOL at the tags. Omg both videos were so funny the picture you chose of Bryan is so frigging hilarious because he's smiling. How did his wisdom teeth surgery go? & you picked the perfect picture of yourself. I think I might make one of those silly videos. <3

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[info]bloodburden
2008-12-05 03:32 am UTC (link)
I hope this works. LMFAO.

Send your own ElfYourself eCards

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[info]hilarykeller
2008-12-05 06:56 am UTC (link)

Aw it isn't showing up =\

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[info]bloodburden
2008-12-05 10:10 am UTC (link)
I made 2 journal posts with both videos that I made so you can see them there. I made bloodburden because I wanted to leave the past behind but for some reason I didn't end up deleting my old journal. Do not go away from Livejournal;P Your posts are the one's I look forward to the most.

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[info]spooksh0w_baby
2008-12-05 04:17 am UTC (link)
Hahahaha Those are fantastic.

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[info]nimbus14
2008-12-05 06:22 am UTC (link)
Sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet! I'm gonna elf myself all night longa!
Nice sense of humor, I never knew you had a little elf inside you.

"I don't mind new friend-adds but I want to keep my watch list down to people I know and keep up with." D'oh!

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[info]hilarykeller
2008-12-05 07:02 am UTC (link)

I'm sure I could have phrased that differently. I'm just doing some renovation, and don't mind this journal being watched, since it's pretty much all public anyway. I think I just removed 100 people who hadn't even updated in the last two years. Beats making a new journal.

I suck at being serious, I may look perma-stoic but being a retard is what I do best ;-)

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[info]nimbus14
2008-12-06 02:28 am UTC (link)
If I may say, that would be beautifully retarded.

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[info]seeds_of_peace
2008-12-05 07:23 am UTC (link)
i am proud to be your friend :)

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[info]hilarykeller
2008-12-05 08:27 am UTC (link)

Well that's a sweet thing to say. Very mutual darling ^.^

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[info]fdolarhyde13
2008-12-05 08:49 am UTC (link)
you know dearest, i really do wish i saw more of you.

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[info]uvirkelig
2008-12-05 11:08 am UTC (link)
Haha, priceless! (Immortal; should never be underestimated)

My ego was pleased to see I'm still on your friend's list. (As I don't really make use my own journal, I was a little nervous there.)

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[info]bryce_edsall
2008-12-05 04:36 pm UTC (link)
I seriously cracked up at those videos, hahah.

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[info]barx
2008-12-05 07:15 pm UTC (link)
haha i love how you threw Immortal in there.
Also, i admire that you can let go of the past like that

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[info]hilarykeller
2008-12-06 01:09 am UTC (link)

I can't let go of my past, nor will I try to escape the facts, I've just outgrown it - and so there is the conflict. It's very frightening to wake up and see yourself unlike how you really envisioned yourself ever being. In a lot of ways I am the most confident now, that I have ever been in my life. I feel embarrassed actually, I spent the majority of my maturity process on this journal, growing up in the public eye. Phases, changes, becoming an individual - I'm glad I had those memories to look back on and reopen the wounds. It's painful to see yourself in such a way... I forced myself to look and now It's time to grow. Progress would never be made without traveling back to remember what you seemed like; I was so insecure... Constantly trying to people-please and about half of everything I ever did was to please everyone but myself. I'm glad it hurts, and I'm sure it will keep hurting, but without that I could never progress. I feel the best about myself today, and that's all that matters now; It was long overdue; this growth, change, renovation, etc. etc.

IMMORTAL IST KRIEG !



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[info]jetsiva
2008-12-05 09:26 pm UTC (link)
Sounds good. I've been in the habit of deleting everything at the start of the new year to start fresh. When something is already experienced and remembered, I don't see the need to revisit it. Best of luck in making all the changes you want to make!

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[info]tartemafia
2008-12-06 12:22 am UTC (link)
wow hahahahahaha you never told me you could dance like that.. shit.

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[info]alkmene
2008-12-06 03:45 am UTC (link)
LOL! I don't know how you guys find this stuff. That was hilarious!

I understand about wanting to start over. Remember how I did that a while back? It made me feel so good when I did it. I think I actually might be doing that again, LOL! I too don't like looking back at certain posts :\ But here's hoping that your fresh start will lead to more promising events in the near future!

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[info]alexianervosa
2008-12-06 06:51 pm UTC (link)
that.was. awe inspiring. i almost peed myself.

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[info]jorielizabeth
2008-12-08 10:43 am UTC (link)
haha mine of u was better

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[info]autumnedows
2008-12-09 02:09 am UTC (link)
HAHAHAHA! Hilary, THANK YOU so much for posting this! ♥ I couldn't stop laughing; perhaps one day I will see you dance that way with Immortal for real. ;)

Also, I'm so glad to hear that you are making peace with your past. Oddly enough, I seem to be doing the same, and it's quite refreshing, is it not? I still hope you visit Jersey one day or I can visit you in Cali. Miss you lots!

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[info]theblissfuldead
2008-12-11 08:52 pm UTC (link)
I can definitely understand the need for a fresh start. That's why I created my new journal. I wanted to sever myself from those bad feelings, though not erase them. I still look at it from time to time, but more to reflect on how far I have come -- celebrating becoming a better version of what I was and rising above all of the problems/people of the past. I also had some people checking in on me that I felt compromised my want to keep my journal mainly friends only.

My goodness -- those eCards are hilarious!

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