Hilary Keller ([info]hilarykeller) wrote,
@ 2008-09-06 18:31:00
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Entry II of II - China banned the pigtail in 1911 as it was seen as a symbol of feudalism.

Myspace deleted these, then Photobucket deleted one, and now I'm going to test my luck and see if Livejournal does the same thing. I just don't see how these are considered explicit or violating, but that is not for me to decide being that it is a product of something I am well beyond comfortable with, and apparently the internet is still not yet comfortably acquainted with a bit of leg and bum. We all know Myspace is comfortable with everything else... yet, what is fair, isn't really my call. Resistance only makes for more temptation. I'm not really yet sure, how good that can be, oh well.

I'm really lethargic from all this heat, but it is finally beginning to burn off, and cool the house. I don't know how well I'll do tomorrow in this heat, if I'm going to visit my sister Jori to do some antiquing and beaching up north. I wasn't able to leave this morning or all afternoon because the brakes in my car finally expired, and have been grinding with every stop I've made over the last... Oh couple months of putting off taking it to the shop... so expensive. I just got my car back, and am able to leave town tomorrow early as possible, and be back before class next week. I hope the heat doesn't persist, I'm such a pansy 80 degrees and on, and I'm starting to panic, well mostly because I can't make hot tea =\ Which by the way, I decided to say Fuck the Drs. orders, and following this new Kidney stone-Free diet, and I'm back to drinking tea again, regardless. In moderation this time, no more than a pot per 24HRS. (it was mostly the black tea that caused the stones so I'm avoiding that kind completely) Aw hell, a girls gotta live!



















































Oh just look at my big fat ass... It looks like a pillow =\


















The thing behind me is one of those dressing screens, I really love them. I took a bunch more like this, but haven't gotten a chance to finish editing. It took me this long to even post these... and I haven't even made a dent in the other photos I plan to finish editing, that are so old now... and I know the weekends are so calm, I am able to actually attempt creative pastimes. I have also been updating my dA page again, if you would like to visit / explore: http://duskinsodom.deviantart.com/


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[info]ashleighzombie
2008-09-07 02:46 am UTC (link)
i've seen a LOT worse on myspace.
i think those are lovely!!
livejournal doesn't usually delete any photos (:
tea is addicting, isn't it?!

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[info]hilarykeller
2008-09-07 03:03 am UTC (link)

I've seen a lot worse on Myspace as well, I don't know how long they lasted after I put them up, but when I went to sleep and came back online the next day they were removed.

& Thank you for your sweet comment! Tea... I can't get enough if it, I starved myself of Tea for nearly 7 months - after I read an article on Digg about a tea ball, and how to make them... It was tormenting me, I had to give in and snag an old bag from the cupboard! I need to buy some fresh loose tea again, am all out =*((

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[info]seeds_of_peace
2008-09-07 02:47 am UTC (link)
absolutely mesmerizing... you're perfect :D

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[info]hilarykeller
2008-09-07 03:07 am UTC (link)

Perfect! You are a charmer ;-) Thank you!

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[info]the_sundered
2008-09-07 02:59 am UTC (link)
Okay - said I wouldn't be online much (or at all) - but saw the notification of your post in my email inbox, read on, and simply MUST comment on part I of your post (though it shouldn't be left unsaid about part II that these images are stunning, Hilary, and not merely in a "Wow, bare buns amid effective lighting" manner - there exists here a very dramatic sense of style and maturity that I've seen increasingly in your visual works of late, extremely "professional" without the stuffy implications, is my opinion) But onto your other post: Mortuary work? Erich seeeeethes with jealousy. I always wanted to do mortuary work but initially couldn't get over the empathic sense of what was once a living breathing individual now lying in repose and still. These days, it obviously doesn't bother me anymore, but yes...indeed, I think you would be perfect for such a position. Which reminds me, if I ever get around to visiting, I'll have to show you how to do a double mattress suture. You'll need two hemostats though and some nylon thred. Likewise I can teach you how to do IV injections if you're interested (would only require my stealing a few catheters from work). I hadn't IV'd in almost two years and had to do it this past week. One of my coworkers told me I looked like I'd been doing it every day for my entire life. That was a nice compliment to receive.
In any case, keep me posted on how the job search goes. That's so incredibly cool that I have to resort to using words like "cool". ;)

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[info]hilarykeller
2008-09-07 03:33 am UTC (link)

Thank you for the nice critiques Erich =)

The mortuary idea, is still just an idea, I don't even know if I'm qualified, I put up my entire phone-speech up here, and read it back and it's a lot of this & that but not enough cold hard experience.

To tell you the truth, I don't know how I'll react my first surgery, or the first time I see everything opened up, so far all I have ever seen aside from videos, would be an eyeball dissection, and that was cake. I didn't even bat a lash, in fact I craved to do and see more. But the smell f dead, the sound of the tools, and later when I finish and am a viral pathologist, cracking open the ribcage, the noises, how do I know what that will do to me mentally? I can't say, but it certainly isn't enough to discourage me, in fact I -expect- to get ill the first few times. I love it, I want it more than anything and I certainly do not see this as a sadistic thing, I am built mentally for this work. I love meticulousness, and exploration, the insides of us are amazing, beautiful all the functions going on inside us at once, unbeatable.

Now, to see these functions shut down is another thing, and I think it'll be a little easier to take myself away from it emotionally if I do not know them, or if they are already dead. You have to tune out, to get it done, grieve later, not when you are working. If it were my family or friends, it'd be another story. My craving lately to feel what it feels like to puncture skin, and to lift an organ, the tissue is so soft, I wonder what it's like to perform an operation. I have so many questions, and am so curious.

I truly hope I find a job doing this kind of work, I am really hoping for this one, and am putting a lot of effort, and promised myself to not fuck it up like I did the Kaiser job... I forget if I told you, I had an interview at Kaiser Hospital and I didn't go, I got scared, and thought I wouldn't have time off in school, and then later ended up dropping a class and had time, and felt so stupid about it. It was right there... and I let it go. well it was for admitting, like handling insurance for ER patients, so it was just paperwork. So now, you can see I'm feeling a little more confident that I actually qualified for an interview, and am hoping I can get this job.

You say resort to using the word "cool", but I don't understand? Is that a bad word or improper? Haha.

Sadly we don't live closer, so I'll have to rely on my school for teaching me how to put holes in people, hopefully they teach me well, I'm not paying over $35 a unit for nothing!

I'm taking a really "cool" psychology course right now, I have an essay due Wednesday, haven't even started! =O

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[info]silent_machine
2008-09-07 06:26 am UTC (link)
Cherish that ass honey. I devote an embarrassing amount of my work out time to my assular region and it still pales in comparison.

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[info]hilarykeller
2008-09-07 03:49 pm UTC (link)

I know in a few years from now, I'll need to work out my legs & bum because that area is the fattest area on my entire body. I don't work out at all =\ Sometimes I hike, but that's about it! I used to play soccer/ballet for years when I was younger, so maybe that helped?

I actually should work out, Haha.

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(no subject) - [info]sirenvoice, 2008-09-07 09:41 pm UTC

[info]alkmene
2008-09-07 06:51 am UTC (link)
I can't see WHY myspace *and* photobucket would delete these. I see nothing wrong or explicit about them; it's supposed to be artistic, right? I've definitely seen some incredibly disgusting photos of people on myspace, yet they get to keep their photos online - but you, of all people, can't? What nerve XP Please continue to show off your lovely artwork to us!

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[info]hilarykeller
2008-09-07 03:57 pm UTC (link)

I was really shocked too, I sometimes wonder if Myspace does it, or someone reports me =) Either way it's ridiculous, and it could be a lot worse. I shot them on Macro, so maybe that something to do with it? Maybe Myspace accepts bum photos if they are photoshopped, or blurred? I don't know, I've had the worst luck on that site though, Haha.

Thank you Linda =)

Your icon makes me frisky, that's my girlfriend! =P say hello to Bret, for me! I saw him at Starbucks with Dave the other day, I was just waking up so I could barely focus enough to have a conversation with him, so bryan ended up talking to him for awhile, I think about Metal or something... I never get to see you anymore!

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[info]dusks_requiem
2008-09-07 07:04 am UTC (link)
I'm producing more testosterone now. Thanks.

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[info]hilarykeller
2008-09-07 03:59 pm UTC (link)

You are very welcome! Haha.

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[info]triplesix
2008-09-07 07:26 am UTC (link)
Your photos are always so so beautifully artistic and in good taste, it's such a shame that you get censored. LJ is pretty open for such things though, so you shouldn't have a problem here.

...and shut up women, your ass is perfect! :P

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[info]hilarykeller
2008-09-07 04:06 pm UTC (link)

I've {never} had a real issue with Livejournal/DeviantArt it's always been Myspace, and Photobucket. I swear those sites are natural Hilary-Repellent.

I just thought I was getting beyond this whole internet-resistance thing, as if the world isn't desensitized enough, that another bit of bum & leg would violate or offend! Nothing will change apparently, so I guess I need to get used to it.

My ass when I sit down... that's why I cropped the photo, it plumes out! (Mind, Bryan see's no trouble in this) It bugs me, I feel so disproportionate - I'm not even 100 pounds, so I'd shutter to see the size of it, if I were to gain weight -.- But thank you though, always sweet to hear from you =)

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(no subject) - [info]triplesix, 2008-09-08 08:33 am UTC

[info]hiver_noir
2008-09-07 09:50 am UTC (link)
I'm beginning to think that the myspace censorship people are a bunch of chicks with a low self-esteem or something.. It's pretty frustrating when you see all this.. well, porn on that website, and yet they remove your images. :/

On a different note, I really loved these pictures.. You did an amazing job on the editing, I especially loved the one with your back where the texture looks like.. veins.. or the surface of a marble.. My favourite though was the one of your face(close-up) with the blue eyeshadow and the sun rays on your hair. Your eyes look stunning there. You're so perfect, damn you!! :*


PS: Please please please, tell me that you work out.. If you have this body without working out (as well as a couple of women that I've asked recently) then I should really accept that mother nature did not do me justice at all! :S

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[info]hilarykeller
2008-09-07 04:29 pm UTC (link)

Yeah... it's a little unusual, especially since I'm not even some "important" person on that site, so you'd think they wouldn't even pay attention to what I'm doing.

It was really hot when these were taken, my skin was puffy, and sweaty, had been up all night, no sleep - and just ate an entire box of those Vegan Corn Dogs, for some reason I always call them Corn Nuggets... though ;P

Thank you sweet girl, I love to hear from you, I think you are an astounding artist, so it's mind blowing for you to compliment -me-

Don't be miffed... I do not work out, in fact I do the opposite of that, *hangs head*

My mom is like a midget, she's shorter that anyone in the family, and is only 105 pounds and she's a birthday away from 50 years old:



That's my mom a few weeks ago on a walk with me and my sister Jori, she hates being photographed so I had to grab this one from afar and looking silly. So maybe I do work out a little bit, but only because I go for a lot of walks and hikes, if that counts! My genetics do play a large part in my figure, she also has a large bum but my mom is lucky and has bigger boobs, Hehe. Her nose is smaller than mine also - I've never seen such a tiny nose, and I thought mine was abnormally tiny. It's like a button, I tell my mom she has a Swedish meatball for a nose (because we are Swedish and for some reason I think our nose shape has to do with being Swedish?) lol.

You are beautiful, you are insane to think otherwise, and your gifted, your the whole package =) I can't tell you enough!



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(no subject) - [info]hiver_noir, 2008-09-07 05:58 pm UTC
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[info]provoca7eur
2008-09-07 10:28 am UTC (link)
I love the lighting techniques you use. Very beautiful photographs and an even more beautiful subject.
I cannot live without tea either. I would say I drink about 8 glasses a day, I do not know anyone who drinks more, but perhaps you do.

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[info]hilarykeller
2008-09-07 04:43 pm UTC (link)

You temptress! 8 glasses a day! That was me a year ago... Oh how I miss it. Oolong all day, Jasmine the next, Chai for dessert. Now, I'm just trying to keep it to a pot per day, it's about 4 cups, I reckon. I truly miss it, Tea is the one thing that makes me instantly calm, happy, warm, soothed, it's really been a big part of my life as silly as it is, it was harder than hell to hear my Doctor tell me after I passed my stones, and he could determine what kind they were what caused them: "You need to stop drinking tea for awhile, the acids in the tea caused 3 stones on the right side and 1 stone on the left" Bleh, Bleh! I wanted to slap him! He also had the nerve to tell me I needed to switch to DECAF - ugh, he believes all the caffeine is increasing the severity of my anxiety and insomnia. I could care less! I'm not EVER going Decaf. Naturally I told him I did, and lied and said I no longer get panic attacks so he'd stop prescribing me Prozac & Lexapro.

Being the lover of tea you are, you might enjoy this:

http://digg.com/odd_stuff/How_to_Grow_a_Tea_Garden

&

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WbRpdYRz1Y0

I started using Digg, a lot to save all my favorite articles and things. You can find a million things on tea!

Thank you very much for the warming comment.



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[info]barx
2008-09-07 10:32 am UTC (link)
stunning as always miss. i will always be a fan of your work. <3

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[info]hilarykeller
2008-09-07 04:46 pm UTC (link)

Aw thank you, you are a sweet one ;-*

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[info]victoria_crow
2008-09-07 10:33 am UTC (link)
Your photos always make me smile, you are just a wonderful model, perfect and so unworldly beautiful!

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[info]hilarykeller
2008-09-07 04:47 pm UTC (link)

*smiles* Thank you for the kindness of your words!

x
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[info]troll_speak
2008-09-07 11:19 am UTC (link)
As always it is a pleasure to see your pics. I love the combination of art and beauty.

And as always you are most beautiful. You are another whose work sets the creative gears of my mind into overdrive making me want to write more and more.

thankyou.

the troll

Lawrence

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[info]hilarykeller
2008-09-07 04:51 pm UTC (link)

What a delightful thing to read, you are very kind to say!
I'm pleased to hear that - about your creative juices, Thank You!

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[info]tartemafia
2008-09-07 11:51 am UTC (link)
i like those.
you have a nice bum.

not to mention i like the lighting alot, you're photos always have a smooth/light look to them. vedddy nice.

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[info]hilarykeller
2008-09-07 04:52 pm UTC (link)

*snortle* Thanks Hil, you are veddy veddy sweet!

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[info]the_kandydevil
2008-09-07 01:45 pm UTC (link)
Your photos are beautiful. You have a pefect body.

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[info]hilarykeller
2008-09-07 04:52 pm UTC (link)

Perfect!? I wish! Ah but, Thank you!

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[info]cozmikgrl_32
2008-09-07 02:25 pm UTC (link)
Thank you for posting these! I always look forward to your posts.
You are gorgeous. perfect. You just have this surreal beauty.

I think these photos are sophisticated & very tame. Beautiful!
Looking forward to your next photo post.

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[info]hilarykeller
2008-09-07 04:54 pm UTC (link)

Wow, thank you - you are so sweet to say! Far from perfect though!

x

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[info]schaefervixen
2008-09-07 03:16 pm UTC (link)
I worked in that field for quite a few years and loved it! Both working with the dead and with "public relations" with families. I worked in a surgical office as well. I unfortunately wasn't able to work in the OR but did post care. That was cool. I also worked in a cadaver lab to an entire year of school. I was lucky. :) I have a theory as to why your photos were deleted. Maybe it was the bullets nudity combo. I think they are awesome!

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[info]hilarykeller
2008-09-07 04:58 pm UTC (link)

Oh that's great to read. I was hoping someone had some good reviews on that kind of work, I just don't want to hear anything negative because I love the idea too much to hear anything bad >.< (selective hearing ;P)

How was the work on you emotionally? If you don't mind I ask.

It could be the bullets + the implied nudity, perhaps they are viewed as "violent" however, it's a belt... it's a fashion item, so I never dreamed that would be a problem. I'm desensitized though, it takes a lot more than that kind of photo, to offend me, I have poor judgment on this kind of stuff =\ Ah who knows what Myspace thinks, the bastards!

Thank you!

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[info]spooksh0w_baby
2008-09-07 03:35 pm UTC (link)
Everyone always tells me I'm going to get kidney stones from the amount of tea I consume. I'm actually surprised it hasn't happened yet.

It was surprisingly hot here(PA)a few days ago. I got out of work and it was in the high 80's. I can't take the heat so I wasn't so thrilled about it. I don't know how it's been lately though because I had some oral surgery and have been in bed for the past 3 days.
The Vicodin is making me vomit! :[

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[info]hilarykeller
2008-09-07 05:05 pm UTC (link)

Double fist - Tea, water, Tea, water. I try to do that now, I never drank water... only tea, when Jenn would scold me for not drinking water I'd say to her "what the hell does it look like I'm drinking??? Tea is made with water!" I thought that was enough... Ha,Ha. I was surely wrong... and the pain is bad enough, traumatizing enough to not want to gamble with it again.

I wouldn't wish even the worst person in the world that kind of pain, horrific. Drink water!

Some people are opiate-intolerant, unfortunately I didn't get that side effect, I seem to have the opposite problem - I need a lot for them to work, where some people take one and are passed right out.

Try taking it with a glass of milk/soy milk or a peanut butter sandwich. Wait 20 minutes, take a glass of water with your pill. I'm going to guess your Dr. gave you the 5/500 - it's more Tylenol than anything else, and only 5mg Hydrocodone =\ I hate those, try asking your Dr. for norco or anything with low APAP.

Feel better!

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(no subject) - [info]spooksh0w_baby, 2008-09-07 09:27 pm UTC

[info]worldinyoureyes
2008-09-07 05:55 pm UTC (link)
Livejournal won't, worry not.
Myspace, of course. A few years ago, I had a photo of a nosebleed and they deleted it, because it was "violent".
Photobucket, I posted a manga on my journal once and they deleted the nudity, and not the guns. Irony.

Looking lovely as usual.

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[info]hilarykeller
2008-09-08 06:39 pm UTC (link)

Well, that's hopeful at least Livejournal isn't completely retarded. Why am I still on Myspace? Why! I curse the Myspace Gods!

They deleted a nosebleed? That has got to be the dumbest thing I have ever heard. I wonder if they realize censorship makes some people more persistent. Ass-Flappers -.-

Thank you, it's good to hear from you, how have you been?

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(no subject) - [info]worldinyoureyes, 2008-09-11 09:08 pm UTC

[info]trainthebody
2008-09-07 07:04 pm UTC (link)
Glad you posted pics.

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[info]hilarykeller
2008-09-08 06:39 pm UTC (link)

Thank you =)

x

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[info]sistermaryfuck
2008-09-07 07:45 pm UTC (link)
Great hands and eyes.

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[info]hilarykeller
2008-09-08 06:40 pm UTC (link)

Thank you much ^.^

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[info]uvirkelig
2008-09-08 10:16 pm UTC (link)
Your choice of work is interesting, and I think you are quite right that it will serve better on your CV for future advance, than a barista title would to. But you know, the art of good coffee shouldn't be underestimated - quite contrary, that is something that can be useful in almost any given kind of work or situation. Wee!
I don't think I could ever see myself do that kind of work, though. In a way, the dead seem even more fragile than the living, and I am extremely cautious when it comes to other beings. And I don't know if I will ever get so confident in myself and my actions that I could deal with such a task. As long as the work does not involve any sharp objects, incisions... then I might be able to cope. Crossing my fingers for you!

How you've managed without tea for so long, I cannot understand, but it sure proves you are determined. Just you remember a sip of water every now and then, your kidneys should stay clean. Stress 'should', because I know this is a problem that can re-occur no matter how good you are at doing -seemingly- everything right. Nature is merciless, and bodily functions at that level is not usually for the conscious mind to control - unfortunately.
Isn't it weird? In countries with Mediterranean climate, like Morocco, is where tea culture and traditions are most kept up with, and hot tea is probably the drink they consume the most.
Autumn is in the air; what a wonderful feeling. I must be one of the few greeting the colder weather welcome, that's not the usual attitude when you're Scandinavian. Hot, humid and bright weather and I do not go well together.

The images are lovely, and so are you. Your eyes! Your natural color is beautiful. I like your way of editing still - the black is a nice touch.
If your bottom is pillowy, then that is definitely an advantage on camera. You even have the coolest panties, you. -.- *feels like shopping right away, one can never get enough underwear*

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[info]hilarykeller
2008-09-12 10:36 am UTC (link)

It isn't exactly my "choice" per se, but it'll definately put me on a fun hunt to find a place in mortuary work for awhile, as well as an excellent experience in my career. I'm really dedicated right now, to finding a job in the science field, because of my age - I need some field experience. Just got an offer today to do a "shared lab assistant" position, in Livermore lab. It's full time though... so I might not even be able to try out, because of my school schedule, so it's a sticky situation. It isn't possible to be in school and work full time, unless you don't study or only take a course at a time. Sticky business, my friend. I sure hope I can find a way to work and continue schooling, else I'm doomed! (tired of being unable to buy more than 2 gallons of gas at one time =P)

I don't even know how I've manage without tea so long... I've had coffee, cigarettes and painkillers to keep me dosed - all good & proper - (Not sure how good that is exactly!)

I'm curious, you seem to have a taste for the tea as well, what is your favorite? Are you black/herbal/green/other? It took me some time to get acquainted to jasmine tea, I found a blend that isn't loose but still good, and it pairs wonderfully with white rice & baby corn. I am a sucker for Oolong, Chai and anything with a bit of spice. Though, when it comes right down to it - I'll take any kind, straight up. Ah yes, gotta slam those teas back hard don't we! {snortle}

I'm hailing the cold weather along with you; I can't possibly enjoy anymore of this summer, if I'm melting away the whole time. It's actually a nice change for my skin, though. It's the ~only! time I am able to have an oily-face, so I'm relishing the moment. I have perpetually dry skin, that peels layer x layer, and dry skin seems like it would be great & blemish free right? Wrong, it's such a bitch to maintain moisture.

I read up a bit on tea consumption/warm weather, and there is a certain acidity in tea (especially, drunk with sugar) that can create stones. Heat > Sweating > less hydration in body > acidic tea > sugar + not a lot of water consumption > predisposition / genetics with kidney stone development / or have had them once before = a sure way to score a nice batch of them swimming, scraping down your ureter. There are I think 4 kinds of stones, I had the ones entitled "misery" - http://www.billybarton.com/blog/images/kidney_stone.jpg

They make you catch them as you pass them at home, and send them back for testing to find out what they are made of > caused them; and what to avoid. I learned to drink more water and still be able to live my life with Tea =)

Thank you for your darling, warming words ^.^ it's a pleasure to receive your feedback > exchange thought with you.


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(no subject) - [info]uvirkelig, 2008-09-18 11:39 pm UTC

[info]malevolencia
2008-09-08 11:09 pm UTC (link)
You make a girl cry. Seriously.

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[info]hilarykeller
2008-09-09 02:20 am UTC (link)

That's not good ='\

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[info]bloodburden
2008-09-09 07:23 am UTC (link)
Concerning your first entry I think it would be really amazing to work in a mortuary considering that I've always been interested in that field. I know this is a bit silly but back when I was a Korn fan I wanted to take after the singer's footsteps by getting a job as a coroner though he was a coroner's assistant. Sometimes I think that I even made a mistake studying graphic design I should have studied criminology/forensics but I think I never did because since I'm not good at math or science or anything then I would have probably flunked all my classes. I do hope you get the job as it would give you field work experience & you'd be happy doing the job which is something that I think is very important.

It has to be awesome sawing away at a body (me & my sick mind) I think the sound of the tools would make me cringe at first though but the person would already be dead so you wouldn't be killing anyone;) Dental surgery also makes me cringe in fact I had a hard time watching the dental scene in the "From the cradle to Enslave" video. Whenever I watch CSI I get completely consumed it's such an adrenaline rush to see the bodies & the opening procedures.

Those chinchillas are so cute the song the video has is silly but yet goes so well with the video. What is the dust bath for? I'm in love with your bullet belt I've always wanted one a friend of mine offered to get me one. Currently I only have my green/star belt I'm going to feel so bad ass when I get the bullet one. You know that after Myspace deleted the bum photos your bum was still visible as the thumbnail for the photo album, kind of silly isn't it? I'm rather fond of the first photo because of the scratchy texture you added & the way your hand is placed, & it just looks oh so professional & might I add "black metal as fuck," haha. Your shoes are so lovely & so is your purple bracelet. Is the bracelet kind of like chain mail?

Have a great trip with your Sister! It's always hot here I always wished we'd have colder weather so whenever you visit you'll see what it's really like to be in the tropics. <3

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[info]hilarykeller
2008-09-10 11:04 pm UTC (link)

I had no idea about Korn. That actually makes me have respect for them, now ^.^ Haha.

I'm terrible with math, pitiful. But I'm learning... it can be done, don't let what you don't understand instantly throw you off completely, just take a little more time to figure it out.


"It has to be awesome sawing away at a body (me & my sick mind)"

If you think that is sick - think about someone who couldn't do it, and remind yourself it's a gift to be able to hold up well in that department. If everyone thought this way we'd have nothing to work for, and everyone would already understand everything. The world needs people who can separate emotion > work. Especially in such a high demand study, science continually evolves.

You should watch the movie Pathology (2008) it's very graphic, I quite like it ^.^ It's right up our alley!

The chinchilla video is hilarious! The song is a bit silly, but it oddly works. The dust bathes are for them to get clean, I think it's because when they are in their natural habitat they move around the ground to let the dust & dirt absorb their oily fur/skin. I'm not entirely sure, but I know it's for cleaning.

The bracelet was custom made for me a long time ago, one Christmas. It's still too big for my wrist so I have to ghetto-rig it make it fit, which is probably why I don't often wear it.

I always enjoy hearing from you my lovely friend =) I'm getting rushed to go get coffee and red velvet cupcake (from Starbucks) right now, so I have to cut this comment short!

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(no subject) - [info]bloodburden, 2008-09-10 11:33 pm UTC

[info]mscrowqueen
2008-09-09 10:55 am UTC (link)
compaired to most semi nudes or nudes that I've seen on myspace, your photo's are artistic not sexual in anyway.

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[info]hilarykeller
2008-09-10 10:03 pm UTC (link)

Thank you very much for your thoughtful words.

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[info]theblissfuldead
2008-09-09 11:59 pm UTC (link)
You look gorgeous, and your body is perfect. I don't see why MySpace or Photobucket are getting up in arms about those; they are tasteful and artistic. I've seen much worse on MySpace, especially on the heavily sexualized/vulgar side.

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[info]hilarykeller
2008-09-10 10:03 pm UTC (link)

Thank you very much - I struggle with my weight often, if I go without a single meal per day, it will show. If I don't feel good or if I get a flu... it completely ruins all my hard work eating, and keeping up my weight, so it's very warming to read your words.

Myspace & Photobucket have this to me several times, they are merciless =) And retarded... Haha.

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(no subject) - [info]theblissfuldead, 2008-09-10 10:25 pm UTC

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