Hilary Keller (![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small} hilarykeller) wrote,@ 2008-05-12 01:45:00 |
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| Entry tags: | jean-paul sartre, paperback |
Our Lady of the Flowers | Jean Genet
“If I continue, he will rise up, become erect, and penetrate me so deeply that I shall be marked with stigmata. I can’t bear it any longer - I am turning him into a character whom, I shall be able to torment in my own way.”
“He played with her like a cat with a mouse. He was ferocious -- As she lies with her cheek on his black chest (her wig is on firmly), divine thinks about that tongue of his which is so strong while hers is so soft. Everything about Divine is soft. Softness or firmness is only a matter of tissues in which the blood is more or less abundant.”
“I skinned the woman” in the sense that one says of a rabbit: “I skinned it,” that is, carved it up. He also said: “The warden says to me straight off: “you’re a funny egg.” and I answer back: “let me tell you, eggs like me are worth just as much as eggs like you.” 
“I like my lovers to be bow-legged, like Jockies, so they can grab me around the thighs better when they ride me.”
Divine is dead, is dead and buried. . .
. . . is dead and buried.
“I have quit, the way a contestant in a six-day bicycle race quits; yet the memory of his eyes and their fatigue, which I have to cull from the face of another youngster whom I saw coming out of a brothel, a boy with firm legs and ruthless cock, So solid that I might say it was knotted, and his face (it alone, seen without it’s veil), which asks for shelter like a knight-errant-this memory refuses to disappear as the memory of my dream-friends usually does.”
“I close my eyes. Divine and Darling. To Darling, Divine is barely a pretext, an occasion. If he thought of her, he would shrug his shoulders to shake off the thought, as if the thought were a dragons claws clinging to his back. But to divine, Darling is everything. She takes care of his penis. She caresses it with the most profuse tenderness and calls it by the kind of pet names used by ordinary folk when they feel horny. Such expressions as Little Dicky, the Babe in the Cradle, Jesus in His manger, the Hot Little Chap, your Baby Brother, without her formulating them, take on full meaning. Her feeling accepts them literally. Darling’s penis is in itself all of Darling: the object of her pure luxury.”
Our Lady was singing:
SOY DREAM ICE CREAM and other things my diet consists of, which doesn't exactly help me gain weight =\
Thanks to Mary - for swapping books with me when we should be taking notes in class. I've been preoccupied reading this book all day, relaxing, indulging and spending time with my mumsy; Bryan's over now too to spend the day with my mom as well. I think we'll be leaving to his place in a few hours since his house is empty and we are house sitting for a week. We haven't decided if we should utilize having a house to ourselves to be alone, romantic, relaxed or use the house, space and privacy for creative projects.
Maybe, hopefully we'll feel like doing both. This is my LAST WEEK OF CLASSES. I have the next month and some change, off ! But with that news, means - it's final exams time again...
I just came from the store, I was craving some more French Vanilla Soy Dream Ice Cream. I also picked up a new flavor pecan something or other. Really effin good. My subscriptions to Scientific American & SciAmer MIND aren't here yet, they always arrive on time, but for some reason this batch isn't here yet, I hope they're just late.
T&A is over-rated. It is all about them hot, wet, little organs tightly stuffed inside your gut. I don't know about you - but every time I see a pair of perforated kidneys I am forced to pardon myself, to change my knickers. Nobody gets breast implants or nose jobs anymore, it's all about the kidney implants - get hip.
One of the books I received during the Winter Holidays:
A Giant Human Anatomy Book. It has huge images, accurate English & Greek text descriptions along with historical facts and time lines - It isn't all human anatomy it goes into things like acupuncture, cell mutation, veterinary pathology, medicine etc. I was floored when I received this gift. Anyways a snippet, and just that.
I purchased new gloves...
I don't know about you, but I think THESE are the winning pair, have you ever seen such elegant SEXY, rubber... =P
new shoes! (well, 4 months ago...) I found these at PAYLESS ON SALE, even.
Current & Previous Book Subjects | Studies I’ve been into, and looking for:
Biological Warfare & Historical Warfare, propaganda, history and chemical structure of creating bombs; perverse governmental creation - mishaps, doomsday, atomic bomb, weaponry, machinery used during the civil wars, WWI & WWII. Military operations. War Crime.
Charles Lindbergh.
Anything on Northern Korea. (for obvious & unfortunate reasons)
ANYTHING on Upton Sinclair, and if anyone owns the book ‘The Jungle” could you please loan it to me.
ANYTHING on Eastern Philosophy: This is mostly what I've been into, apart from science. I’ve been intently studying, Taoism - and various eastern philosophies and beliefs. I might almost say if I were to be apart of anything religiously - this is where I’d find myself.
More on Lao Tzu.
Islamic studies.
Law(s) of Thermodynamics.
Ornithology: Birds & Bird watching. (so geeky, I know)
CIVIL WARS:
- Genpei Wars (1180–1185)
- La Violencia (1948-1958)
- First Islamic Civil War (656–661)
-Satsuma Rebellion (I forget the dates late 1800’s)
& There's too many to list, I’m interested in, (mostly all of the civil wars).
I always mean to be brief, but one things leads to another: and there you have it, all my damned blasted, malarkey on Livejournal.
